{"id":2073,"date":"2012-04-05T10:36:22","date_gmt":"2012-04-05T14:36:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.phatherphil.org\/?p=2073"},"modified":"2012-04-05T10:36:22","modified_gmt":"2012-04-05T14:36:22","slug":"on-my-knees-again-lord","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.phatherphil.org\/?p=2073","title":{"rendered":"On My Knees Again Lord"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Lord; Happy Thursday Father!<\/p>\n<p><em>On my knees again Lord;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>A prayer\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>A petition\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>A tear.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The stains within come pouring out,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>And lie scattered at Your feet.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I\u2019m broken Father&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>So deeply broken.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>And yet,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>In the midst of my distress;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>My pain\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>My anxieties\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>My fears\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>You remind me who I truly am;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Your Beloved Child.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>You are my hope Lord;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>My portion\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>My redemption\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>And my serenity in the chaos.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Yet even through that shield,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The world creeps in;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Those voices that tell me I fall far short\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>And don\u2019t deserve Your love.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>My feelings of defeat\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>And sense of failure.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>And yet,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>You sent Your Son<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>To bear my sins,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>And wash my life in Grace.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Siblings in Your Light,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Bonded through His blood.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>So I give it up to You Lord,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>All of it;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>My trust,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>My love,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>My life,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>All I was,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>All I am,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>All I will be,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I lift them all to You;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>My Abba, Father.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Amen.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>~Phather Phil<\/p>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/pinterest.com\/pin\/create\/button\/?url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.phatherphil.org%2F%3Fp%3D2073&media=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.phatherphil.org%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2012%2F04%2FPraying-Man-Silhouette-1-Cropped.jpg&description=Inspirations+from+Phather+Phil+-+On+My+Knees+Again+Lord\" class=\"pin-it-button\" count-layout=\"horizontal\">Pin It<\/a>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Lord; Happy Thursday Father! On my knees again Lord; A prayer\u2026 A petition\u2026 A tear. The stains within come pouring out, And lie scattered at Your feet. I\u2019m broken Father&#8230; So deeply broken. And yet, In the midst of my distress; My pain\u2026 My anxieties\u2026 My fears\u2026 You remind me who I truly am; [&hellip;]<\/p>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/pinterest.com\/pin\/create\/button\/?url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.phatherphil.org%2F%3Fp%3D2073&media=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.phatherphil.org%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2012%2F04%2FPraying-Man-Silhouette-1-Cropped.jpg&description=Inspirations+from+Phather+Phil+-+On+My+Knees+Again+Lord\" class=\"pin-it-button\" count-layout=\"horizontal\">Pin It<\/a>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2074,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[3],"tags":[2474,2794,2289,2793,2786,173,6,2791,966,2256,2787,1348,2782,19,2783,205,2788,2790,2789,2785,2784,2792],"class_list":["post-2073","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-daily-emails-to-god","tag-abba-father","tag-all-of-it","tag-anxiety","tag-bonded-through-christs-blood","tag-brokeness","tag-father","tag-fear","tag-feelings-of-defeat","tag-god","tag-gods-beloved","tag-gods-beloved-child","tag-lord","tag-on-my-knees","tag-pain","tag-petition","tag-prayer","tag-redemption","tag-sense-of-failure","tag-serenity-in-the-chaos","tag-stains","tag-tears","tag-washed-in-grace"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.phatherphil.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/Praying-Man-Silhouette-1-Cropped.jpg","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p18mMc-xr","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.phatherphil.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2073","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.phatherphil.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.phatherphil.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.phatherphil.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.phatherphil.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2073"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.phatherphil.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2073\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2076,"href":"https:\/\/www.phatherphil.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2073\/revisions\/2076"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.phatherphil.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2074"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.phatherphil.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2073"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.phatherphil.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2073"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.phatherphil.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2073"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}